Trying to do good. Born and raised and living in NYC.
Drinking makes me belligerent. Its already challenging to steer my life positively as I try more, why would I increase the possible friction with other people? There are enough issues to work on besides adding uncontrollable unpredictable factors like drunkenness.
Im so grateful I am still scared to drink.
Life is crazy with so many ups and downs. I sometimes wonder if the “Masters”, if they exist, go through the downs the way other people do.
Why is there always a down? That’s probably not the right question. It seems like a better question is: “How do I manage the downs better?”
There seems to be a magic in the air for this Spring. Until 2 days ago I was still half expecting another snowstorm. I am slowly letting go of winter, even though this Spring came in so powerfully. Thank goodness for the energy.
Im so glad Im not drinking. Im so grateful. Im so blessed. Im so lucky.
When Im not drinking, I trust myself. Others can trust me. I may make mistakes sober but they wont be flagrant, belligerent, or overly destructive.
When Im not drinking I have more control of a beautiful Life, and I have trust of myself.
No matter how far and advanced we get, it seems like we always have some falling to “look forward to.”
…another chance to learn….
Which values do I Value? It’s a Path I Choose
Breath into your Gut
Into your Depth
He didn’t know he could regain the health of the moment, security, by planting feet to the ground, breathing deep into the gut,
KNOWING we can always turnaround the situation.
By acknowledging what occurs – knowing that no matter what you rebound,
sharing this and allowing it for everyone else as potential, it becomes a dance
An endless dance that is ok if/when you stumble
Allowing yourself may bring up emotion to balance yourself. You must allow the emotion through your body. Then energy is unblocked.
Allow the feeling but keep your mind and soul with GOOD
Help me make the best contribution, the HAPPIEST contribution I can make
Give me the DESIRE to BE the best person I can be
Help me be grateful for so many blessings I Live every moment Every Day
Help me be as GRATEFUL as I can be
this will work out somehow
“The wound is the place where light enters you”
-Rumi
The warmth of a loving home
humility can be a virtue
To improve you must remove negative influences from your life. They each are like holes in your vessel (ship), no matter how small they work only to impede your progress. The strongest, quickest vessel is the one with a solid hull; stable, whole, able to master the greatest of storms encountered. Every hole will work to impede you, no matter the size or shape. You must repair each one.
Doesn’t have to be forced
– Latif
The situation can change. Anything can happen right now. You never know.
Think positive, pull positive, and the likelihood of things changing for the positive increases
Desire The Good Thing
How do I desire the good thing?
With not much to say this moment, I want to express that making good the things of this world is on my mind; I believe every person can be fulfilled.
Be the person mentally who you are comfortable being. Then you can feel easier to open up.
Live the Life You Love
Love the Life You Live
Thank you for helping me stay sober from alcohol
It is Life and Death
Thank You
“All that is gold does not glitter;
not all those that wander are lost.”
-J.R.R. Tolkien
the false ego wants power
the natural being arrives at Grace naturally
“It’s not a test, it’s an opportunity to be the person you want to be”
Sometimes Life comes with events that people call “problems”, “challenges”, “tests”, “opportunities”. Since we make our destiny in the moment, these are all asking to be done in a good way
If You Are Going To Do Something, Do It Good
Another connection is always possible
“…the beautiful thing is with Faith you never know how you will get passed things but you just do.”
Take the shiz outta your head and fill it up with good things
Everything moves at its own pace.
If you observe nature, both living and “non”, you notice everything has a time, seasons, currents, and its own way.